At least until next summer.

I feel the year is over and its not.

Not a good thing but who is holding me back.

Selling books, getting paid friday (today technically), Tax return.... I'll be rollin in the dough.

besides all that.

love my job.

half my friends hate me for some reason i don't know.

315 squat (big achievement)

thats all folks.

Openess

I feel more open.

I speak my mind better lately.

people are gonna hate it.

people already hate me to start.

ahhh well.

work rules

money rules

money still rules.

dentists suck

Grow up.

I hate immature people.

Like not me immature.

people who can't get a grip on life.

and get pissed about stupid shit.

anywho

LETS GO FUCK WITH PEOPLE!

Life is boring.

Summer is soon

Work in 2 weeks.

Looking up for the next couple months.

Love is a blur.

typical.

/out.

All things must end

I never thought this day would come.

Now its here.

Fuck you.

And him.

Limp Bizkit

I just had one of those days,

Where everything sucks,

Bad luck was your best friend,

And no one else cared.

i am going nuts

and things keep getting more nuts.

NUTS!

Fuck Tissues

I use toilet paper to wipe my....... nose.

I'm sick

It sucks the big one.

I'm not going to go to class.

I can miss 3 and still get my bonus points.

So its not bad right?

Green Apple soda doesn't taste good while you are sick.

But salmon and chicken spinach salads taste amoising.

I have a head ache

gimme gimme gimme Tylenol

ah shit.

My heads is spinning,

I'm out.

Histology is the study of what?

So i'm sitting in class right now.

I'm learning about bones and the human skeleton in great detail.

My life couldn't be better at 8 a.m.

Oh wait,

I could be sleeping.

I'm going to go jogging after this.

Fuck that.

I need some sleep.

Maybe i'll nap a little.

I have never been so passionate about histology!

Hell yeah dudes!

In todays news.

So i have come to the conclusion i need someone to talk to.

My life has been empty of close people ever since i moved back to Williamsport.

The one person that has been there for me for years has finally found someone new to talk to regularly.

The others have become busy wit people, jobs, and personal stuff i can't ever get ahold of them.

And the rest just don't know me well enough.

I need to start writing music cause i could make millions of my emotional shit.

yeah right

If i was only good at that.

Tomorrow/today is another day so my empty mind can gain some useless knowledge.

Hopefully it will give me some clues to life

enough rambling

i'm thinking to much again.

The worst way to realize things

I've been having trouble sleeping

i think too much i think

I realize a lot about myself when i'm laying down

I'm learning more every night

I hoping its making be a better person

If not i feel better

Went to the Gym

Got a Pizza

Went to Chris' apartment

Played guitar hero till my eyes melted

slept till 230

here i am

about to shower

short day

can't wait to get to the dojo

We Are...

So fucking with people never gets old.

On top of a six floor parking garage throwing hot-dogs, cereal, and soda onto people is fucking hilarious.

I hit some girl with a hot-dog traveling at like 80 mph and it exploded of her head.

Then moments later Ian and Ryan killed a group with soda, snow, and fruity pebbles.

Good times.

Chilled with Clint, Ian, Dylan, and Ryan last night.

Went to THON at Penn State and saw a good charity going down.

Got to see Muss which was nice cause i haven't seen him since September.

Stayed at Dylans in Belefonte and left this morning at 10:45 and got home at 11:30 so its not too bad of a drive.

Good nights, Good times.

I could either sleep or shower and do shopping and watch a movie.

I don't know quite yet.

Alley Pisser! Alley Pisser!

When you walking around bloom and you need to piss... just piss in the alley.

We saw some tool pissing at the corner of the alley and i busted up laughing and about 30 seconds later a cop pulled up and says come here to this kid. He turns and runs the gayest run i have ever seen through the yard as were all yelling "Dude! You're Fucked" , "Officer he's over here", and "Alley Pisser! Alley Pisser". Laughed the whole way up the hill.

Tonight was good.

Chilled with Chris, Ian, Clint, Ryan, and Jessy.

Chillin' and killin' the town.

Bashin' and harassin' the students

The better nights of my life i must say.

Went to the Dojo but there were only two others besides me in there.

No biggie, just got to do some ground skill.

Trying to go jogging tomorrow after Ian gets out for a workout.

I hate running.

And i got a massage from Kim today and it was the best i have felt in years.

So relaxing and soothing that i wanted to keep laying there for another hour or so.

Felt damn good.

The pool table at the house is up and ready.

Maybe i'll hit up home and play some pool do some laundry and see my puppy.

Maybe we will head to state college for some Mardi Gras action.

Or maybe we can hit up the Mardi Gras action in Willy-po-po.

Tomorrow looks good.

The past is always better than the present and the future seems endless.

My idea of a perfect summer is just around the corner.

only three more months till may.

;)

Thats good :)

Garden state

So i just saw Garden State

I always knew it had a good soundtrack and had great peer reviews but never saw more than 10 minutes of it.

But i loved it.

Need to get it.

Also i ordered some boots from urban

They are siqq and can;t wait to get them.

Its snowing

I'm stoked but at the same time i wanna see some spring time flowers and some sun.

This city is gloomy in winter.

I'm dreaming of summer.

Can't wait to break out the flipy floppys and the shorts.

Sweatin my ass off never looked better when you live in an apartment with very little heat.

Class at 8 a.m.

It's now 2 a.m.

Massage tomorrow

Stoked.

Crapper

So i'm back from the gym

I feel more alive than i did two hours ago

I'm gonna shower

and try to make some lives more happy.

Dojo

Waking up today i had a feeling that no matter what was going to happen it was going to be a crappy day.  A day filled with disappointment and misery. My views have changed.  Despite a few small waking news breaks I know I will feel accomplished with this day as it comes to an end.

Class is in 25 minutes

then I'm headed to the dojo with James

Nothing makes you feel like your hearts still beating like a god workout there.

I feel 100% better about myself for doing this.

Maybe I'll go home tonight to visit. Probably not cause i have an 8 a.m. tomorrow.

Then I'm going to get a massage from kimmy in Sunbury then back here to lift and go to the dojo. Then maybe home again. Too much driving in a period to do that.

Days are getting longer.

I love the cold but can't wait till spring.

Oh, the days never disappoint me much anymore

My future never looked brighter.

I'm a slacker

Its been to long.

 so it's time to complain and give some apreesh to the world.

Complain:

Nick still hasn't fixed the damn hole in the wall

I almost put my hand into a used condom (from Nick) pressing dow the trash in the trash can.

My feet are always cold

My body is sore

I have no will power

I spent to much money to fast

I still didn't order boots

I miss my family

My xbox is broke

Julie stood me up because she is a dumb fucking cunt

I can't sleep

I can't pay attention

I need to study more and hate doing it

Apreesh:

Hitting the gym hard

Started MMA at the dojo in Willpo

Its almost warm out

Getting some good music

Had a birthday

Despite the longer pissed off list I love life

It sucks right now but i always find a way to be happy.

This is just a test of myself

A checking in on who i am and who i can be

I need to write so i can read

and when i read i can see who i truly am

What do you mean were not "high class"?

Home for the weekend.

I'm not saying I'm not glad to be home but, i rather be somewhere else.

I have to help my dad tomorrow.

Public auction.

Need to be up at 5... it's now 1:42.

I'm smart.

Tonight was a good night.

Much like last night.

Throwing hotdogs, snowballs, and eggs at people on Thursday.

Tonight was yelling at kids at Bucknell and chillin with Eric and some of his friends.

Free food (guest meals) at the LC at Bucknell was sweet and generous of Eric and friends.

Every good thing must end.

Just like my "awakeness"

Night all.

I have no juicer

Life has thrown me lemons

and i don't know how to make lemonade

i can only indulge in the sour juice

and chew on the bitter rind

with all the seeds in my throat

I will try and fix what has become of my childhood dreams

of making it rich

off of a lemonade stand.

Back to school, Back to school...

AHHHGG!

The winter break has about 20 hours left to it.

Time to get back to work and fight my lazy battles and sleep on a schedule, hit the gym, study, and all the other bullshit I tend to slack with.

Need to finish my schedule for this semester still.

Need to talk to teachers.

Need to go shopping with Nick

Need to go to bed by 11

Need to...

Need to...

Need to...

Goodbye winter break of 2008/2009

New years party = Good

Christmas and Family = Good

New Jersey Trip = Good

Sleep Schedule = Bad

Seeing Friends = Good

Going to shows = Good 

Spending the whole break with Skylar and doing nothing but Xbox and B9 = Good

Overall it was a great break.

Goodbye and good-morning

I'm a packin up my game and I headin up north.

Friends

It's a sweet feeling to know that your friends care about what you blog about.

Either they just follow because they know me or they actually care. Either way it's most admirable.

Because if i follow i always read.

It's a way to keep info going without awkward moments or untimely conversations.

Thank you.

It's really means a bunch.

529,600

Oh RENT.

Such a great film that bring back memories of the 06-07 years of schooling with my best bud logan. Every morning before school we would sing the entire soundtrack on our way to school. No joke.

Watched it at Kait's the other day when me and Skybot went to chill in Jersey. When i said i wanted to watch it everyone kinda looked at me weird and surprised and then when i started singing the song then they got a little spook'd (spagett).

The weekend was good overall. In other words it was Mad Siqq Yo

Besides driving in complicated New Jersey it all went well.

I think i have spent all of vacation with Skylar.

We have traveled, slept (not in the same bed) and xboxed together for the past 3 weeks.

Kinda gay but absolutely not.

Except for the other movie we watched in Jersey, Another Gay Movie

If you haven't seen it the please make time to do so.

I give it a 2 out of 10 because i laugh right before i cringe.

Applebees for Chris's Birthday which was good to see everyone before school started again.

Happy Birthday to Chris and a Congratulations to Chris and Jess. Chris and me have been chillin a lot lately which is nice because we never got to much through school. Plus he lives a block away. Which is cool.

Fallout 3 is AMOISING!

I have played a total of 4 days and in thoes 4 days i have had 23 hours stacked up while playing.

and the Skate 2 demo is out.

It's 37% done downloading.

Thats my Morning treat.

Sad times last year about this time.

Many know what I'm saying and its hard to think it was only a year ago.

People take my opinion on the subject lightly but i do have a difficult feeling to deal with.

RIP CW

Thats been on my mind.

Other thing include being in the middle, Kollie has a new boyfriend which doesn't bother me to much but enough to get to me...ya know, and school is starting and i still need to finish my schedule.

New Year Resolutions...

1. 185 lbs by March 31st (with fitness i will include being able to bench 225 by the end of school)

2. A GPA of 2.5 or better

3. Go out more, Meet more people

4. Convince Nick to get the internet because he will try to avoid the subject.

5. Download a butt load of music i have been wanting

6. Play Hockey

7. Buy sweet shit over summer

8. Give more credit to my parents. Say "I love you" to them more often

9. Raise the best damn dog anyone has ever seen.

Last but not least 10. See more of my friends. We are all fading away through jobs, school, fights, and lack of communication and i feel a need to bridge that gap between all of us (hence new years party at my house.)

and maybe 11. Get a girlfriend. Lady's, Hit me up.

Turnpike or Parkway

Jersey sucks for many reasons

There roads are confusing

Fuck NJ

But I'm here with Sky

Time for the week.