Histology is the study of what?

So i'm sitting in class right now.

I'm learning about bones and the human skeleton in great detail.

My life couldn't be better at 8 a.m.

Oh wait,

I could be sleeping.

I'm going to go jogging after this.

Fuck that.

I need some sleep.

Maybe i'll nap a little.

I have never been so passionate about histology!

Hell yeah dudes!

In todays news.

So i have come to the conclusion i need someone to talk to.

My life has been empty of close people ever since i moved back to Williamsport.

The one person that has been there for me for years has finally found someone new to talk to regularly.

The others have become busy wit people, jobs, and personal stuff i can't ever get ahold of them.

And the rest just don't know me well enough.

I need to start writing music cause i could make millions of my emotional shit.

yeah right

If i was only good at that.

Tomorrow/today is another day so my empty mind can gain some useless knowledge.

Hopefully it will give me some clues to life

enough rambling

i'm thinking to much again.

The worst way to realize things

I've been having trouble sleeping

i think too much i think

I realize a lot about myself when i'm laying down

I'm learning more every night

I hoping its making be a better person

If not i feel better

Went to the Gym

Got a Pizza

Went to Chris' apartment

Played guitar hero till my eyes melted

slept till 230

here i am

about to shower

short day

can't wait to get to the dojo

We Are...

So fucking with people never gets old.

On top of a six floor parking garage throwing hot-dogs, cereal, and soda onto people is fucking hilarious.

I hit some girl with a hot-dog traveling at like 80 mph and it exploded of her head.

Then moments later Ian and Ryan killed a group with soda, snow, and fruity pebbles.

Good times.

Chilled with Clint, Ian, Dylan, and Ryan last night.

Went to THON at Penn State and saw a good charity going down.

Got to see Muss which was nice cause i haven't seen him since September.

Stayed at Dylans in Belefonte and left this morning at 10:45 and got home at 11:30 so its not too bad of a drive.

Good nights, Good times.

I could either sleep or shower and do shopping and watch a movie.

I don't know quite yet.

Alley Pisser! Alley Pisser!

When you walking around bloom and you need to piss... just piss in the alley.

We saw some tool pissing at the corner of the alley and i busted up laughing and about 30 seconds later a cop pulled up and says come here to this kid. He turns and runs the gayest run i have ever seen through the yard as were all yelling "Dude! You're Fucked" , "Officer he's over here", and "Alley Pisser! Alley Pisser". Laughed the whole way up the hill.

Tonight was good.

Chilled with Chris, Ian, Clint, Ryan, and Jessy.

Chillin' and killin' the town.

Bashin' and harassin' the students

The better nights of my life i must say.

Went to the Dojo but there were only two others besides me in there.

No biggie, just got to do some ground skill.

Trying to go jogging tomorrow after Ian gets out for a workout.

I hate running.

And i got a massage from Kim today and it was the best i have felt in years.

So relaxing and soothing that i wanted to keep laying there for another hour or so.

Felt damn good.

The pool table at the house is up and ready.

Maybe i'll hit up home and play some pool do some laundry and see my puppy.

Maybe we will head to state college for some Mardi Gras action.

Or maybe we can hit up the Mardi Gras action in Willy-po-po.

Tomorrow looks good.

The past is always better than the present and the future seems endless.

My idea of a perfect summer is just around the corner.

only three more months till may.

;)

Thats good :)

Garden state

So i just saw Garden State

I always knew it had a good soundtrack and had great peer reviews but never saw more than 10 minutes of it.

But i loved it.

Need to get it.

Also i ordered some boots from urban

They are siqq and can;t wait to get them.

Its snowing

I'm stoked but at the same time i wanna see some spring time flowers and some sun.

This city is gloomy in winter.

I'm dreaming of summer.

Can't wait to break out the flipy floppys and the shorts.

Sweatin my ass off never looked better when you live in an apartment with very little heat.

Class at 8 a.m.

It's now 2 a.m.

Massage tomorrow

Stoked.

Crapper

So i'm back from the gym

I feel more alive than i did two hours ago

I'm gonna shower

and try to make some lives more happy.

Dojo

Waking up today i had a feeling that no matter what was going to happen it was going to be a crappy day.  A day filled with disappointment and misery. My views have changed.  Despite a few small waking news breaks I know I will feel accomplished with this day as it comes to an end.

Class is in 25 minutes

then I'm headed to the dojo with James

Nothing makes you feel like your hearts still beating like a god workout there.

I feel 100% better about myself for doing this.

Maybe I'll go home tonight to visit. Probably not cause i have an 8 a.m. tomorrow.

Then I'm going to get a massage from kimmy in Sunbury then back here to lift and go to the dojo. Then maybe home again. Too much driving in a period to do that.

Days are getting longer.

I love the cold but can't wait till spring.

Oh, the days never disappoint me much anymore

My future never looked brighter.

I'm a slacker

Its been to long.

 so it's time to complain and give some apreesh to the world.

Complain:

Nick still hasn't fixed the damn hole in the wall

I almost put my hand into a used condom (from Nick) pressing dow the trash in the trash can.

My feet are always cold

My body is sore

I have no will power

I spent to much money to fast

I still didn't order boots

I miss my family

My xbox is broke

Julie stood me up because she is a dumb fucking cunt

I can't sleep

I can't pay attention

I need to study more and hate doing it

Apreesh:

Hitting the gym hard

Started MMA at the dojo in Willpo

Its almost warm out

Getting some good music

Had a birthday

Despite the longer pissed off list I love life

It sucks right now but i always find a way to be happy.

This is just a test of myself

A checking in on who i am and who i can be

I need to write so i can read

and when i read i can see who i truly am