but this blog thing is new to me.
Maybe its the new thing of the ages.
Maybe I'm just bored.
Maybe I'm tying to fit this trend that might not live past next Wednesday.
or maybe i do need to vent somewhere sometimes.
Never was very good with expressing myself.
I woke up at 6:15 this morning and i was truly hungry.
Went to the fridge to find nothing worth eating and nothing worth cooking.
I think i scared Nick when he got up to take a piss as I'm standing in the kitchen.
I come back in my room and i have stolen just enough internet signal from the neighbors to check my MySpace (I fucking hate MySpace because even at 6:30 in the morning you always feel the "need" to "check" your Space.) and i see that Frank and Chris have posted Blog sites and it dawned on me that it might be good for me to say what i want sometimes.
So this is where I am.
Also in looking at the blogs of Chris and Franklin tonight, and seeing all the wonderful photos it makes me miss home even more. Even though i love winter and i could go a winter without seeing the slopes i miss the smell of summer i need it noises in my ear. (had to) I had one of the best summers last season. between the people at work and the half way dam trips at 2a.m. i couldn't have had a better time.I have my friends to thank for making me addicted to Mifflinburg. Home is where my heart is most of the time.I always am eager to go home for the weekend but not to go back to the port for the week.Maybe its the work. Everyone know how lazy i can be. But there is a different scene up here. Good friends, good times and i can go to the gym and get any extra energy out. But it does not compare to home.
And another thing that pisses me off/scares me about next year is that the group of friends that are still around are going away to school again or for the first time next year. and then there are the extra few that might be around for a little while longer. Oh well....life changes....and still goes on. Not ready for to much change yet. It all happens faster than i expected and faster than i took it. I'm behind and i know it. makes me wonder how i even got this far. I'l make it. I have to. I have no choice. or so i think.
It's now about 7:45. I think another hour of two of sleep can do me good. hopefully i can get to the gym early for once. Today feels like a great day. Might go to jersey today for a hockey game if me and Skylar can set some thing up and move some times around. If not, I am sure i'll end up at the movies with Ian and Nick. i think they're going today. Maryland with Sky, Mike, and Mike to see STTK on Saturday. I have my traveling cut out for me this weekend.
With all this said and spilled, Goodnight and Good morning. See you all at a time later than this one.
P.S. for anyone i know and like and anyone who cared to read down to the end. I will be having a New Years Party at my house in Mifflinburg. It will start around 8/9 o'clock but come when you will. I need to see everyone and soon. Willamsport gets old quick.
Each season brings change, and suddenly everything we 'knew' tends to rearrange.
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Some will stay close, and even more will grow further out of that realm, that happy place, you, or rather we all know as friendship.
For that, it really does happen sooner than we expect, as that process develops, you shouldn't fear it, for you should focus on yourself.
You are the only active constant in your life, know everyone else is stagnant and they will hold you back.
Now, now, don't take that the wrong way, but for the sake of 'fearing' something, don't let it pull you under.
They will be there, when you need them, as you will be there when they need you.
Even though you invited me to this in person, I still read to the bottom.
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